Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Lori-Lori Keparat Mmg Buat Aku Terangsang

Dear Murdoch a.k.a Pumpkin,

I am sorry for your injury
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I am sorry for your pain
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I am sorry for your damage
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[saya dilanggar lori Isnin lalu sewaktu menuju ke tempat keje. Murdoch tenat tetapi beransur pulih. Pemandu lori, anda mmg CIBAI...sekian]

Sunday, January 17, 2010

When These Eyes Can't Close...


I cant seem to sleep for almost a month now. And because of that I get migrain attack and bloody nose. People have been saying it could be due to the fact that I think too much [too bloody much]. But do I? Let's hear their theories shall we...
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LINDA
She thinks I'm in L.O.V.E [owh crap]. That's still a theory though I sometimes think that she needs theraphy. And she is so excited bout it [geez, I wonder why]. But, in terms of advise, LOL she can be so stern. She forbids me from taking any caffeinated and isotonic drinks [that comes from a lad named Raja Muhammad Yusufi]. I have to beg her like a puppy for one cup of coffee. And the answer was "NOP".
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ALMOST EVERYONE
I think too much. Haha, as short as that. Hmm, good theory but what do I actually think? Dunno.
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DR JASMEET a.k.a DR GOOD LOOKING
His professional opinion tells that I have a lot going on in my mind which result to STRESS. Golly, I dont recall being stressed out. But hey, he's the doctor. *sigh*. He prescribed me with a medication [I dont know what do they call it] but it kinda works. But of course, I cant be depending on it too much.
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Overall, I myself cant tell the reason behind me not being able to sleep. Very depressive taking into consideration that I feel so fuckin lonely every nights, but I keep myself busy:
1. I read [tsk tsk tsk],
2. I listen to music [lalalala~],
3. I surf the net [and most of the time I end up cursing cause the connection macam konek]
4. I study [krohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]
5. I every night send text msgs to few friends whom I think would still be awake but...[none replied]
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Though life can be a bit rough and depressive when your eyes are still wide open when the world is snoring like nobody's business, BUT thanks to one person, life aint that bitch. He keeps me company everyday. Most of the times through text msgs but yeah, we do talk over the phone some times. When some might say it is L**E [ehem, yes LINDA I am referring to YOU], I like to say it is a noble deed done by a good friend.
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We are not gay, we are special =)

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Saya Bukan Pondan..Harap maklum


Haish..

Kenapa saya selalu disalahtafsir sebagai seorang pondan?
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BENCI~

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

This is not the End

Life is a journey,
That is ahead us,
Happiness and sorrow,
I share,
I smile,
With those who want to smile with me,
And those who want to share,
The feelings within,
On how I see life,
And how I embrace every single opportunity,
With the people I love, care, and treasure.

Life is a journey,
My journey,
A path I’m leading,
With every courage and honour,
These walks,
These steps,
These runs,
Are graced by their presence,
Enlightened by their existence,
As they are with me,
Through every pain,
And every joy,
I shall not worry,
For I know that they will always be with me,
As I endure these walks, these steps, these runs.

Life is a journey,
Which I embark not alone,
But with the people I love.

Life is a journey,
Which might have taken me years,
Before I reach the destination,
But fear no more,
As I know that they will be with me,
Throughout the voyage,
And they will be waiting for me,
The moment I land.

For they are my friends,
My companions for life,
And life is indeed a journey…

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FAEZA ZAINI, I will forever be here for you.
Do come back once in a while.
Miss you a lot.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Demi Linda yg Super Excited

Ke hadapan Linda yg dirindui, diharap sihat hendaknya.

Baru tadi saya selesai berfikir, apakah yg membuatkan anda sering hyper meroyan aka excited walaupun alkisahnya cuma sebenar najis hamster shj. Adakah sbb saya jarang mendapat liputan dr kaum lelaki kerana kadang2 saya jua dianggap sekaum dgn mereka?

Hmm...mungkin jua kerna anda sedia maklum yg saya ini tidak pernah ber-date sebelum ini. Justeru anda menjadi terlalu gumbira on-moi-behalf [oh, terharu sunggu daku]. Memandangkan saya tidak berpeluang menjelaskn situasi sebenar di pejabat tadi kerana soalan yang membuak2 dr umat2 opis, maka izinkan saya menerangkan apa yg terjadi.

Mmg pada suatu hari nnt, saya akn keluar bersama beliau akan tetapi SUATU HARI ITU ADALAH TIDAK DIKETAHUI. Sila jgn over meroyan. Semalam mmg kami keluar ke Waffle World akan tetapi ITU BUKAN DATE. Sile jgn over meroyan.

Shazana jua sepatutnya hadir, namun apakan daya, wanita itu tertido berdengkur2 pula smlm. Maka hanya saya dan beliau. ITU BUKAN DATE.

Sedap bukan? Saya tahu

Sufi si attachee kek beruk

Trust me Linda, this is for your pleasure


Muke mmg nmpk setengah sbb tangan cacat



p/s: dh kalau si Sharmini tu pun bole caras aku, mmg bersepahlah keadaan ini.
Sekian,
Yang Ikhlas,
"My name is Faizura, and yes I am a girl"









Saturday, December 12, 2009

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I do smile you know...yes, YOU...

Iju Zurairah + Sufi Si Attachee = Kek Beruang

This is Zurairah a.k.a "kakak 18 tahun".
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And this is my desk [tkde kene mengene..just nk canang that life as a lawyer is as messy as the desk shown above]
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Taken while they were fighting..subject matter of the fight adalah
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SEBIJIK KEK YG ADE 2 EKOR BERUK DI ATASNYA
[*sigh*]

My Chamber of ZZzzzness!


While cleaning, look what I've found.....how I miss kicking~




Thursday, December 10, 2009

Latest Update!!

Saya sekarang:
-sudah tidak senyum (according to Sufi si attachee cacat)
-sudah mula menjeling (according to NBB si partner bulat)
-sudah mula meninggi suara (according Don si teman suam2 kuku)
-sudah tidak ceria (according to mostly semua masyarakat)
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Saya kini:
-menyembah kerja lebih dari melutut memohon ampun dr org tua saya
-meratib diri mengapa tidak se-free makhluk2 Tuhan yang lain
-berlagu pilu [patahlah hati~]
-lebih berangan bila mahu jd gundik Donald Trump supaya tidak perlu kerja
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Saya mahu:
-lebih senyum
-lebih masa berpoya2 bersama ibu and ayahku yg sengal
-lebih tido
-lebih makan [akibat kerja lebih, berat sudey kurang 5 gram]

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Dear Ol' Me...Please Come Back

Counting fingers
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Flipping pages
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Pretending smiles
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Laughing
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Crying
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Being silly
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I like me
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Why?
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Cz I ain't you
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But it is different now
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My soul ain't free no more
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It's kinda trapped
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Deep inside nowhere
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Please let it go
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I promise it wont happen again
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I promise I'd be like last time
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Please~