...rindu...

aku rindu:

fahd

zamer

axem

kak dayah

kak huda

imal

kak dira

muiz

maria

yam

meen

kak rassa

arasu

azrizan

..

..

..

..

dan aku rindu

..

..

..

hairi :(

Malam Sabtu Kliwon

title tu mmg tk menggambarkn ape2. saje letak

.JUMAAT.

last friday was a blast peeps! si pekja mmg bijak mengatur majlis and the outcome was amazingly superb. alkisahnye nk celebrate birthday si ayu secara diam2 [secret la maksudnye]. lalu cerita diatur begini:

1. pekja organize event dgn mengajak the riverian bratz including parents and family ayu.
2. tk dilupakan wan pekja yg rupenye mcm wan aku.
3. si sarul aka sentil jua dijemput bagi memeriahkan acara [sentil ni boyfriend si ayu].
4.ikmal ditugaskan utk membawak ayu keluar..ala2 cm nk ajak lepak la tp sebenarnye nk dibwk ke umah pekja. sad thing was, ikmal was rawly rejected [ditolak mentah2].
5. akhirnye dgn bantuan adik ayu, ayu was managed to be dragged to pekja's.
6.event bermula!!

it was great la seriously. dayah as usual dgn perangai tipahnyer. pekja being the host was so busy melayan tetamu. aku dgn separa malunyer melayan diri sendiri. haha. lambat jgk abes majlis tu. around 3 baru everyone balik. yg tido kt umah pekja jgn ckpla pukul bapa baru start tido. yg aku tau, pekja was the last person tido cz dia busy upload gmbr kt facebuk.

here are the higlights of the nite yg aku suka:
1. dayah mmg buat semua org rase nk plaster mulut dia cz lawak2 dia buat everyone kejang perot. mmg dayah perit.
2. si alim balun donut jco yg aku makan. aku nk bagi dia rase je, end up dia telan semua..cis!
3. bubur mak pekja yg super duper lazat..wawawa! aku org first yg melantak
4. pesta pictures snappy! mmg cam whore...tia and eka mmg suke meng-hola-kn diri dlm each gmbr. tk ketinggalan dayah.
5. adegan spa q...hadoi...
6. aksi si alim menonggeng manje mengambil gmbr..walaupun kamera pinjam [kudos to dayah for the camera. baru beli tu]
7. sesi '2 minit' yg dibanggakan dayah...hampeh
8. aksi si sarul yg buat aku n alim gelak melampau.
9. aksi2 manje para pelakon spa q kt tepi kolam ikan pekja...lalala
10. adegan faiz tersepit kt kolam

.SABTU.

aku spt biase ade hal hari sabtu. heh. but i managed to get everything back in order sebelum aku and mr. murdoch meluncur laju menuju kembali ke umah pekja. hang out dgn them [adi, tia, eka, dayah, pekja] b4 keluar angkut si alim to taqwa. all of us minum2 ptg smbil mengambil gmbr lagi [ish ish]...then around 6.40 pm, aku hantar alim balik. and there goes our weekend together. heh.

hmm...being with the bratz is like my own brand of heroine [pinjam ayat edward cullen jap]
all the fun, laughter, happiness makes me [and i'm sure the rest] feel so relax and at home. these are the people whom i grew up with, went to the same school together, same university [applies to adi]...

things like this make our bond even stronger. the riverians are never dead. be it 10 or 20 years later, i reckon this relationship will last.

.Footie Freak.Friends.Family. [Part I]

-I am a Footie Freak
Di atas ni adalah self-explanatory
That's not the thing yg aku nk cakap pun. Just for info for those yg tktau [ade ke?]

FRIENDS-
the term for me means "Companions". Companions are the type of people whom u can rely on, the people who will be there next to u no matter what, tk kira ape jadi, to support u when u dont even believe in urself. Today, aku nk list down the people whom i kept close to my heart, really close..the people whom i wud never trade for anything else.

PERINGKAT 1: The River Bratz!

IKMAL HEIDIR [ikmal]

This dude is the longest friend i have. We've known one another since standard 1! That my friends is friggin' long. Suprisingly we arent bored with one another [tht's a good sign really]

Every single thing about him mesti mendahului aku..he's taller, he's darker [i dont mind], he's naughtier, and so on..but it's a good thing to have him around. It's like having a brother from a different gen [which explains the skin colour and height]. Suke menganggu hidup aku tgh2 pagi buta if he cannot sleep. Jeez..

TIA DINA [tia pattinson]

The most loudest girl i know..Actually kenal dia since tadika cz we were in the same place. Time primary tk banyak ckp dgn dia cz she was in a good class. Aku pulak asyik stranded kt kelas lain yg tk berapa nk good. Haha. She's bubly, cheerful, friendly and caring. She makes your life brighter with her presence. I dont know bout others but that's how i feel whenever I'm near her.
According to Pekja [whom I shall introduce later], dia suke singing. How la would I know cz tkde mase sgt nk spend with Tia. Dulu org panggil dia Ddee..cm name lipas dlm Ogy and the lipas tu. But then recently she wants people to start calling her by the first name.

NORHIDAYAH [dayah]

Kalau Tia the loudest, minah ni is the MOST TALKATIVE and kekadang tu rase mcm nk plaster mulut dia. Bukan sbb dia ckp merapu, but sbb everytime she speaks she will torture everyone of us with her jokes which could really kill u inside..gelak smpi tkde gap nk take a breath. But one thing good about that is everytime she's not around, akn rase ackward la. Dia kene ade in every ocacsion. Hukumnya WAJIB!

She was mostly in my class in secondary. One thing weird though, aku pun tk sure bile yg dia ni serious. Cz all the time ceria je. Aneh.

MUFLIH [mamat]

First time kenal dia time standard 6 cz we were in the same class. Time tu alim, dtg sekolah pakai songkok. Kalau angin puting beliung pun tkkn mampu gerakkn songkok dia. Huih, punyer la mantap ketat kt kepala tu. One thing bout him which I cant forget is his ability to carve tomatos dgn lawanye..haha.

If he's around ngn Dayah, unlikely he can speak cz Dayah akn gunakan segala kuasa makcik tipahnya to prevent him from talkin..Nice to watch. hehe

AZHARUDDIN [azhar]

Sekor ni adalah bekas ketua tingkatan yg paling berdedikasi yang pernah aku tau. Penghulu kampung pun tkde cmtu nyer semangat ketua. Dia ni yg paling aku anggap bro la cz he's very protective of me. Time aku tkde kete dulu, sanggup dia drive from his house to mine just to make sure yang aku tk terlepas any event mempeleserkan diri kt mamak or elsewhere. Bukan nyer sekangkang babi umah dia and my house tp demi hadiknye [aku], maka si habang [dia] sanggup bertungkus lumus. Damn mmg girlfriend dia skrg ni beruntung.

Skrg dh jarang kuar sae. Well, aku dh keje and he's still there in UITM finishing his degree. Last time we went out together was time Halim [whom I shall introduce later] belanje makan kot.

HALIM KADIR [alim]

Ni la Halim or Alim. Kalau azhar aku anggap bro, then dia ni aku anggap cm kembar la [yg sgt tk serupa melihat pada potongan badan memasing]. Why kembar cz mane je aku ngn azhar pg, dia ade terselit jgk. haha...[or sentil mengikut pd terminalogi beliau]. Known him and azhar since form 3. Both of them adalah umat yg paling tinggi time Form 3 and juga yg paling ramping.LOL

few months back he got involved in an accident. Geez, bole lagi dtg umah aku with colar bone patah 3, tangan bersimen and scars here and there...acted like nothing happened. demmit. He's too skiny, if i could donate 60% of the lelemak tepu in me to him, i would have done that.

NICHOLAS [nicky]

This dude aku kenal time form 3. Muke cm mafia tp a chef..cane tu? haha..yg kt sebelah tu his wife, adele. Yup, he's married...hence, keep ur hands of his genitals! paling aku suka kek yg dia prepared for ayah Pekja [hai uncle!!]. Damn, that was good...

Sepanjang kenal dia, adalah skali aku dtg christmas party at his house and tht was years back...sedey

FAEZA [pekja]

Ha, ni la pekja! [i save the best for last babe]. Aku kenal time Form 1. Apparently both our dads know each other and kerap jugaklah diorg mendatingkan diri kt mapley without us. heh. She's so rajin in terms of hosting a BBQ party. and Sebab utama aku menghadirkan diri is definately for her mom's rice bubur..wawawawa~

Every sesi membuang masa di mapley dia mmg akn join. hehe. Pengawas paling kekwat time sekolah and not to forget, aku nyer comrade yg paling rapat time tu..huehuehue~

To be continued...

.Mother Teresa's Anyway Poem.

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered;

Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;

Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;

Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;

Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;

Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;

Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;

Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and your God;It was never between you and them anyway.

.A week after.

not exactly a week. more like "3 days after".

.what the heck.

this is my first time being here..wanting to know how it feels like to start talking madness in your own blog. heh :)

golly, am not so much a writer actually. well, i do compose poems though. but yeah [situasi otak agak kelam kabut due to severe selseme]

finished my chambering period last friday. finally. went to filing but sadly got to go back dengan wajah penuh frustrasi cz my confidential report is yet to be completed.
*mode: jiwa terumbang ambing*

but, gladly to say that at least i've completed the chambering period. have managed to endure the struggling and tiring 9 months [sorta], and the most important thing, finally to get to be there----> High Court for the long call ceremony [ceremony ke?]

damn it should be fun. still tk tanye lg kak Rassa whether or not she's willing to be the mover for the day. kene mencari orang lain if she's not available..[demi Tuhan, i dont want Hendon]

here's the thing, whenever i flip through my life, everything seems clear..i mean clearer.

didnt really get all the yelling, the shouting from my parents especially my ayah when it comes to study back then.
*mode: telinga kacau bilau mendengar bait2 jeritan disuruh belajar*

as i grew older, i do realize that whatever that u have right now, does not necessary mean that it will be yours forever. i learnt that from him, my ayah.

often he mentioned while i was a kid, "you may feel ok now cz i'm still here, providing you with all the necessary things; food, money, education, clothes and so on. try to imagine what will happen if suddenly i'm no longer here, to talk to you, to give u advises even though u hate it so much, to sustain u and the rest..imagine. just imagine."
*mode: sedih*

he tells me a lot: "if you were born poor it's not your fault. but it is you to be blame if u die poor"