Lori-Lori Keparat Mmg Buat Aku Terangsang

Dear Murdoch a.k.a Pumpkin,

I am sorry for your injury
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I am sorry for your pain
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I am sorry for your damage
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[saya dilanggar lori Isnin lalu sewaktu menuju ke tempat keje. Murdoch tenat tetapi beransur pulih. Pemandu lori, anda mmg CIBAI...sekian]

When These Eyes Can't Close...

I cant seem to sleep for almost a month now. And because of that I get migrain attack and bloody nose. People have been saying it could be due to the fact that I think too much [too bloody much]. But do I? Let's hear their theories shall we...

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LINDA

She thinks I'm in L.O.V.E [owh crap]. That's still a theory though I sometimes think that she needs theraphy. And she is so excited bout it [geez, I wonder why]. But, in terms of advise, LOL she can be so stern. She forbids me from taking any caffeinated and isotonic drinks [that comes from a lad named Raja Muhammad Yusufi]. I have to beg her like a puppy for one cup of coffee. And the answer was "NOP".

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ALMOST EVERYONE

I think too much. Haha, as short as that. Hmm, good theory but what do I actually think? Dunno.

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DR JASMEET a.k.a DR GOOD LOOKING

His professional opinion tells that I have a lot going on in my mind which result to STRESS. Golly, I dont recall being stressed out. But hey, he's the doctor. *sigh*. He prescribed me with a medication [I dont know what do they call it] but it kinda works. But of course, I cant be depending on it too much.

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Overall, I myself cant tell the reason behind me not being able to sleep. Very depressive taking into consideration that I feel so fuckin lonely every nights, but I keep myself busy:

1. I read [tsk tsk tsk],

2. I listen to music [lalalala~],

3. I surf the net [and most of the time I end up cursing cause the connection macam konek]

4. I study [krohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

5. I every night send text msgs to few friends whom I think would still be awake but...[none replied]

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Though life can be a bit rough and depressive when your eyes are still wide open when the world is snoring like nobody's business, BUT thanks to one person, life aint that bitch. He keeps me company everyday. Most of the times through text msgs but yeah, we do talk over the phone some times. When some might say it is L**E [ehem, yes LINDA I am referring to YOU], I like to say it is a noble deed done by a good friend.

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We are not gay, we are special =)

Saya Bukan Pondan..Harap maklum

Haish..

Kenapa saya selalu disalahtafsir sebagai seorang pondan?
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BENCI~

This is not the End

Life is a journey,
That is ahead us,
Happiness and sorrow,
I share,
I smile,
With those who want to smile with me,
And those who want to share,
The feelings within,
On how I see life,
And how I embrace every single opportunity,
With the people I love, care, and treasure.

Life is a journey,
My journey,
A path I’m leading,
With every courage and honour,
These walks,
These steps,
These runs,
Are graced by their presence,
Enlightened by their existence,
As they are with me,
Through every pain,
And every joy,
I shall not worry,
For I know that they will always be with me,
As I endure these walks, these steps, these runs.

Life is a journey,
Which I embark not alone,
But with the people I love.

Life is a journey,
Which might have taken me years,
Before I reach the destination,
But fear no more,
As I know that they will be with me,
Throughout the voyage,
And they will be waiting for me,
The moment I land.

For they are my friends,
My companions for life,
And life is indeed a journey…
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FAEZA ZAINI, I will forever be here for you.
Do come back once in a while.
Miss you a lot.