My Feelings are completely Mine

I usually dont share my feelings. I rather keep them to myself.

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I only know how to be happy, angry, compassionate and sad. I have no idea how it feels like to be jealous, saiko, demanding, controlling and what not.

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I am that blur I guess.
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A friend once said that when God created me, he must have forgotten to give me a heart just because I fail to feel certain ways about certain things.

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Our brain is complicated already, why drown it with stupid emotions?

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Last time I updated this blog was somewhere 2-3 months ago. Geez, my work is a cancer to my brain. Like really..

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So, nothing much to yap about. I must say that I'm leading quite a boring life. But of course, this is the only place where my thoughts are fully delivered and I dont really have to worry about the consequences as I just simply dont care.

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I have this awesome relationship with my old man, where I can talk almost about everything and not having to feel shy about anything. He is a guy that I adore, I grew up to be nothing but him. That is how much I have given my respect to a person called dad.

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He is a nice chap, I remember how my late granny used to tell us stories about him, about how he was growing up and how he treated her and her late husband. He is a good lad.

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The only thing that can ruin our good bond is the fact that how much I despise some people who came from the same blood and flesh as him. Boy, it is just amazing how people can be so awesomely retarded.

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I dont mind if they hate me because of this post. I dont care if they refuse to talk to me anymore because of this post. I simply dont give a damn.

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But I do mind when you people disturb him. I do care when you people take advantage over his soul. I simply will scream my brain out just to slap some sense into your faces.

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I just cant remember when was the last time I felt sincere talking to you guys. Now it seems like pig.