Damn

It hurts so bloody much

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The pain is so bloody heartwrenching

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The frustration is so bloody amusing

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Tuhan, tolong aku

Akibat Teramat Pekak, Kau Kene Gelak Melampau

Di satu malam yang tak berapa nak hening

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Ayah: "Ina, ambikkan sut hitam ayah"

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~Ina berlari penuh semangat~

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Ina: "nah ayah"

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Ayah: [sambil terkesima bertanya], "ape ni?"

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Ina: "bukan ayah nk sup ketam ke tadi?"

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Moral cerita ini, "SILA BERSIHKAN LOBANG TELINGA MU ITU"

No exact title

so many good things happened to me lately

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[except the job]

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i'm thankful for Berry the Beruk

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i'm thankful for Berlin the Teddy

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i'm thankful for Chuck the Bear

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and i'm certainly thankful to you

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for allowing me to feel

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for leading me to sense

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for making me believe for the first time

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that it's not bad afterall

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that it's not a curse

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it is normal to feel

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normal to sense

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normal to believe

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thank you

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for everything

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for being here

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for being around

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for being everywhere

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thank you

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so much

Saya

Nama saya Nur Faizura Ismail

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Umur saya 24 tahun

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Saya bukan budak sekolah

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Saya sudah keja

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Saya penat keja

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Kadang-kadang rasa mahu guling2 depan wisma UOA itu sambil nyanyi, "mardala~"

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Bila saya balik umah saya kene bebel penuh diplomasi dari ayah

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Sambil bertemankan back up singer ibuku yang suka menghasut

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Saya telan je

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Sebab takut nnt bila jawab lebih2 kene halau keluar

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Takpun kene panah petir sbb derhaka

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Takpun ibu sumpah jd kerbau tempang

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Saya bukan kerbau

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Saya beruk (kan dodot kn?)

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Bila saya tengok muka saya dlm cermin, saya pasti bertanya, "itu muka ke tayar treler?"

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Ayah suka tanya bila saya mahu kawen

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Barangkali mahu merampas bilik saya untuk ditukar menjadi ruang tamu

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Saya pandang ayah dgn muka panas

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Ayah pandang balik buat muke tenuk

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Kadang2 saya rasa mahu gusti ayah

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Tapi ayah ckp, "ayah bukan gusti putri"

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Saya penat keja

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Dgn penuh rasa rendah diri dan tawaduk saya mahu minta

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Silalah beri bonus banyak2 sket

Vague

Dirty I feel
Like mud on my skin
Heart beats but why can’t I hear it?
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Looking at the old photos
Grasping back the memories
As they take me into times
How I feel so dead
Drawing life without a family
Alone it must be
To stay unaided and nobody is here with me
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Should I stare
Or let it drifts away
Humble I must say
To have everything without having to pay
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Is my palm different from others?
God, hope I know
Which path to follow…
So I won’t get lost in the puzzle of my own
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Angels, lead me

So I can live again…

Tolonglah!

Jiwa ini sudah separa jahanam

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Jahanam dek kerja

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Jahanam dek derita

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Jahanam dek sengsara

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Kesimpulannya

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Mmg harus disebat empunya diri yang mencipta "Due Diligence" itu!!!

Teddy

Sudey dpt teddy yg ku mahu

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BERLIN SI TEDDY

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Thanks Hakak Jimie and Habang Iju!!!!