My Feelings are completely Mine

I usually dont share my feelings. I rather keep them to myself.

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I only know how to be happy, angry, compassionate and sad. I have no idea how it feels like to be jealous, saiko, demanding, controlling and what not.

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I am that blur I guess.
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A friend once said that when God created me, he must have forgotten to give me a heart just because I fail to feel certain ways about certain things.

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Our brain is complicated already, why drown it with stupid emotions?

Blog dh Bersawang but waddehek!

Last time I updated this blog was somewhere 2-3 months ago. Geez, my work is a cancer to my brain. Like really..

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So, nothing much to yap about. I must say that I'm leading quite a boring life. But of course, this is the only place where my thoughts are fully delivered and I dont really have to worry about the consequences as I just simply dont care.

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I have this awesome relationship with my old man, where I can talk almost about everything and not having to feel shy about anything. He is a guy that I adore, I grew up to be nothing but him. That is how much I have given my respect to a person called dad.

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He is a nice chap, I remember how my late granny used to tell us stories about him, about how he was growing up and how he treated her and her late husband. He is a good lad.

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The only thing that can ruin our good bond is the fact that how much I despise some people who came from the same blood and flesh as him. Boy, it is just amazing how people can be so awesomely retarded.

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I dont mind if they hate me because of this post. I dont care if they refuse to talk to me anymore because of this post. I simply dont give a damn.

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But I do mind when you people disturb him. I do care when you people take advantage over his soul. I simply will scream my brain out just to slap some sense into your faces.

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I just cant remember when was the last time I felt sincere talking to you guys. Now it seems like pig.

Besar Kepala

~ The Big Butt Head~

Thank You

I may not a good person but I am indeed better with you

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Thank you for having me, for giving me a chance to allow myself to feel this way

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Thank you for being around, for this whole one year, for keeping up with my "insanity"

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Thank you for accepting me for who I am

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Thank you

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For the whole one year as my other half

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But most importantly

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Thank you

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For being my lifetime bestfriend

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fun fun fun~

looking forward for the weekend~

Congratz Babies

Ayu plus Mahesh equal to these:

credit to Zul Zaini [adik pekja]

- congratulation to both of you -

Pray for the Tsunami's Victims ya'll!

Dont ignore the title though it has nothing to do with the content of the post.

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I have respect for women. They come in different shape and size, different colour and kind. Well, guess cz I am one of them.

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Dont discriminate us just because we werent born beautiful.

Dont push us aside just because we are not attractive.

Dont hate us just because we are fat.

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We dont appreciate your mockery nor that we need your sympathy. Just treat us as humanly as possible because we do have feelings.

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- Happy International Women's Day -

Guess being STUPID is your forte

Dont ignore the title.
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Admit it, that stupid and moronic people are freaking everywhere. Not only that they are hazardous to humanity but literally speaking, they are a complete pollution!
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Babak 1:
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The world is praying for Japan for the 8.9 magnitude earthquake. At least 80,000 casualties and thousands have lost their homes and loved ones in Japan's worst earthquake in 300 years.
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Si Bijak:
Bersimpati dan berdoa agar mangsa yang hilang selamat. Dan pada mereka yang ahli keluarganya terbunuh, semoga bersabar.
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Si Bangang:
(1) Fizz Fairuz - "manalah ultraman n power ranger n doraemon dlm saat2 genting tsunami di
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(2) Kartunis Berita Harian - *thanks for making Malaysia popular. MotherF!
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Babak 2:
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C'mon, if I were to tell you again that you are a bloody adult with a bloody brain, would you consider being at least bloody smart even for a while?
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Guess not.
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You want people to understand. You want public to feel your pain and your so called sorrow. Here's the deal brah, first thing first, I think what you really need is a huge double cheese bitch slap as the main course and a french bitch fit as the side dish. For dessert, hmm maybe some tutti brain shake?
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Yes, she is the mother of your kids but fuck yes she is still a whore. If you still dont get it I am indeed sorry for you.

It is ok to be just YOU

I was talking to a friend the other day..about his life, his job and most importantly, his love. I like his story, on how much he has changed to be a better person. But, he did mention one thing, "what if things didnt work out between me and her? I have changed so much."

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For me it's simple

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Perubahan kepada kebaikan adalah satu hijrah. Kalau kamu berubah untuk menggembirakan pasangan kamu, itu adalah kasih. Tetapi, jika kamu berubah demi untuk diri kamu dan juga orang2 lain yang mengharapkan perubahan dari kamu, itu namanya ibadah.

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Perubahan ke jalan Ilahi itu lebih diredhai. Berterima kasih buat pasangan kamu kerana Tuhan itu menghantar dia sebagai pemula.

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*and yes people, that is my Malay. I didnt copy paste it from any website.*

Point not taken

Yeah I have issues with annoying bunch, but dont we all?

I got a phone call this morning, on my way to the gym *btw, I was on leave*. Apparently, the receptionist didnt know that I wasnt in the office. To cut the story short, some clients showed up a lil bit early than the actual time. So, it's for me not really an issue. Just ask them to wait in the meeting room, serve them with hot drinks and that is it basically.

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Instead to using the God given brain, she called me and started panicking *kan-cheong*. Asked me to go all the way to the office to meet the clients. Ok:

1. I didnt arrange any appointment to meet anyone as clearly, I'm on leave.

2. They are not my clients.

3. They have informed the receptionist that they were looking for SOMEONE ELSE in the office.

3. I am not a Prime Minister. I dont think for anyone. Even the Prime Minister has his own crew to think for him.

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*inhale~~~ exhale~~~*

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Moral of the story is, dont get drunk too much. It screws your brain fast.

It's not hard to have him as a father, just need to know how to react to his sense of Poyoness

Dont ignore the title.

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So, we were in the car me and Haji Ismail. Listening to "Cinta Kristal" by Rahim Maarof.

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Mangsa: "Dia ni time muda mesti hensem kan yah?"

Haji Ismail: "Aa'ah...ayah hensem lagi la" ------> *muke stone*

Mangsa: *muntah! muntah! muntah!*

Bila hormon bangang memuncak

Just need to shut myself off

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Like really

I looked at myself and wondered, "How come???"

February

Ignore the title
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Hmm...I dont really have things to say, but I do feel like typing anyway. Remember when we were 15? All we had to do was studying and score good grades.
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No, seriously I dont have anything to say.
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Lot of people will hate me because of this. But I will only gonna do it if there is nothing much left in me to consider.

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Ignore the title (cant come out with a good one actually)
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After Saturday, I have nothing left besides a complete emptiness. I am happy, like really but I realize that maybe just maybe.....it shouldn't have happened at the first place. All of it.
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And I blame myself for everything
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It is a matter of wait and see

After a long hiatus, It happens Again

I have said it earlier
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And I am saying it again
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I dont want to do it because it is a right thing to do
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But because it is the right time to do it

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As much as I appreciate their thoughts and concerns
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My feelings should also be taken into account
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***fin***

Barter Trade

credit to ubergizmo.com
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in return can I have this?
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credit to ten-0-six.blogspot.com

To my dear "you-know-who-you-are"

Ini belalang a.k.a grasshopper
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Ini mentadak tau a.k.a praying mantis
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and last but not least
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This is lipas a.k.a roach
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tak sama kan?

Young is just a Word...is it?

Ignore not the title

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This coming February will be interesting as not only I'm gonna be celebrating my sisters' birthdays (dodot and kak kung), but I will be witnessing a solemnization of two souls, two minds, and two hearts..*sorry Nick but I think I cant meet you and Adele during the CNY*

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I am talking bout my cousin, Faiz *yes we share the same name but he is a guy*..he's 23 this year and that dudu is getting married. *sigh*

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Wait! Why am I sighing? Isnt it a good thing that someone close to me is getting hitched? I should be happy shouldnt I? *ok, so many questions at the same breath of time*

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Fine...I am happy but at the same time I am concerned. He is young and that girl is more younger. Can they manage? Both are still studying and once he is done with his degree, he'll be leaving the wife in that cold land named RUSSIA cz she has few more years to spend there.

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No no, I am not jealous cz he steps ahead of me but this is serious.

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Oh well, his parents are ok so why bother right?

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Mak ngah, saya mahu peti ais sebagai hadiah langkah bendul!!

Yes yes...my mouth is big

Jangan ignore title itu
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So the other day I was talking to Haji Ismail and this idea came out from nowhere
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Anak Haji Ismail: "Give me 5 thousand"
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Haji Ismail himself: "Pesal?"
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Anak Haji Ismail: "Because you can and I'm your daughter"
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Haji Ismail himself: "Kau pegi depan cermin, cuba tengok mulut kau muat tk nk masuk kaki ayah"
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Amazing right?

Roma Irama

Ignore the title

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So, here I am again

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Hai

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I guess I'm ready for it

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My first mental blocking for 2011

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Bye

Oh Happy Day~

"So, do I have your blessings?"

"Yes you do. He is amazing."

"For the first time I'm really in love. Thanks bro"

"I saw that in ur face. It's great"