Aku Tak Puasa Hari Ni

Damn sekarang baru realize yg aku kene organize hidup ni betul2. Kadang2 bile tgk diri dlm cermin instead of nampak Nur Faizura Ismail, aku nampak kerbau buruk [indirectly to say aku sgt tidak teratur].

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Nak juggle between professional life+student life+personal life mmg hectic. Nasib aku bukan full time student kalau tk otak mesti dh lame pecah. Nak list down bende2 yang buat otak aku sket berkecamuk:

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1. Jadi seorang corporate lawyer. Bulan puasa je bole balik awal. Normally balik after 9pm, which for me itu kira awal la.

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2. A part time student kt UIA [aku sayang UIA. Ha pesal?] Dh la spend 8 jam [most of the time 12 jam] kt ofis on weekdays. On Saturdays pun kene bagi lagi 8 jam. Like I said earlier la, nasib part timer je.

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3. Personal life yg tak tentu arah. Only ahad je la yg bole diajak beronggeng. Normally budak2 Sungai lepak mamak on weekdays. Jarang weekend. tapi tu lah, mcm mane nk lepak sokmo dh kalau tiap2 hari balik lmbt?

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4. Orang2 UNHCR want me to join their organization. "you are our commodity", according to Shalini. Haha. Truly speaking, mmg enjoy being with the organization cz you can see and understand the other chapter of the story. How difficult life is when you cant even stay in your own country. Everytime interview the refugees kadang2 rase marah. Not with them but with our authority cz eventhough UNHCR dah ade a pact with Attorney General but still, diorg still being regarded as a illegal immigrants. [Sile bace Immigration Act tu betul2 duhai para penguatkuasa]

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5. Few days back dpt call from an old friend asking me to join ajar tae-kwon-do. Adoi, penat la aku wei kalau weekends pun kene menghenyak diri menghadap students. Aku ni dhla tk bole sgt jadi cikgu cz panas baran. Lain kali je lah ye.

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6. Sukarelawan MERCY. Haa, yang ini kene hold dulu la. Mmg jadi ahli pasif je skrg cz sgt busy mengurus diri yang tak terurus. Cmner nak handle orang kalau diri sendiri pun cm haram jadah. Makanye kene tunggu aku jadi orang dulu baru bole fikir pasal orang lain.

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Kesimpulannya, aku kene belajar dari sape2 yang hidup lagi tunggang langgang dari aku tp still bole live life to the fullest [skrg dh tkleh fikir sape2 kecuali ayah...jap lagi nk serang dia]